مالي وللنجم يرعاني وأرعاه
أمسى كلانا يعاف الغمض جفناه
لي فيك يا ليل آهات أرددها
أواه لو أجدت المحزون أواه
لا تحسبني محباً أشتكي وصباً
أهّون بما في سبيل الحب ألقاه

أنت أنا

إن ضاقت بك الدنيا ،،، اختنقت أنا

أعجبتني و أجهل قائلها

قالوا تسلى عن المحبوب قلت بمن
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كيف التسلي و في الأحشاء نيران
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إن التسلي حرام في مذاهبنــا
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و كيف أرضى بكفر بعد إيمــان
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فشارب الخمر يصحو بعد سكرته
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و شارب الحب طول العمر سكران

When nice things pops into my life and make a change, I'm happy!! and as long as these things are there , my happiness grows, until it reaches levels where it is in accompany with fear and the scare of loosing that feeling, aaaaah contradictions ,,,,, my problem is that fear is not a feeling in the background, I'm terrified as much as I'm happy, always under pressure, this night I tried crying that pressure out, didn't help!!

I believe me being happy and the fear of loosing it goes hand in hand, take it or leave it. At the end, I'm buying it, It's not easy for me to be happy !!

What I remember about her

My post on the 1st of Feb last year , we meet people, some we like, some we fall in love with!! was inspired by Mrs. Khadija Ghomma , a teacher and a friend's mother.
Mrs Ghomma passed away Friday afternoon , It really made me sad hearing the news, somehow I wished I've met her sometime soon before she left us.

She was very patient teacher, friendly , with sense of humer, any one would enjoy her company. still I'm not able to believe it , when I'm sitting there in her house , I feel like she's going to appear from somewhere , I still remember the nice chat we had in my friend's wedding at the end of the Henna day, I'm glad I had it, since that time I didn't see her again T_T

ِRa7emaha Allah

اقتباس

لست من الحماقة لأقول إنني أحببتك من النظرة الأولى
يمكنني أن أقول إنني أحببتك، ما قبل النظرة الأولى
كأن فيك شيء ما أعرفه
شيء ما يشدني إلى ملامحك المحببة إلي مسبقاً
وكأنني أحببت يوماً رجلاً يشبهك
أو كأنني كنت مستعدة منذ الأزل لأحب رجلاُ يشبهك تماماً

عن: أحلام مستغماني

We are always happy with the "NEW"

It's like a magic word, we always feel the glee, if I choose the right word, for everything new, a new house, new car , new job, new family member or a new relationship...etc.

A new year came, I welcome it wondering what will it bring to me!! I honestly hated 2009, I hated the number, the events, and the weather. by the end of the year, everything changed, changes in my life, that got me life back, I'm feeling the air I'm breathing, all what I wish that this coming year not take that wonderful feeling away.

2009 , 2010 or 2020,,, time goes by so fast , sometimes we get shocked with how long it's been, how the train of time is away faster than us. wish you all the best for all times